[248] Scars

She has dreams to be an envy, so she’s starving
You know, “Covergirls eat nothing.”
She says, “Beauty is pain and there’s beauty in everything.”
“What’s a little bit of hunger?”
“I could go a little while longer,” she fades away
She don’t see her perfect, she don’t understand she’s worth it
Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface

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♥ QE Designs – Nora Garters @ Fetish Fair

♥ QE Designs – Harlee Lingerie – Pink @ Fetish Fair

♥ PaperDolls – Cupidity Tattoo @ Bodyfy

Truth – VIP – HoneyAna

Swallow – Rox Ears

Bubble – Basic Belly Piercing

Vista – Bento Prohands

Slink – Hourglass Body

Poses – Pink Hustler – Poses For Bento

[247] Here

Excuse me if I seem a little unimpressed with this
An anti social pessimist but usually I don’t mess with this
And I know you mean only the best and
Your intentions aren’t to bother me
But honestly I’d rather be
Somewhere with my people we can kick it and just listen
To some music with the message (like we usually do)
And we’ll discuss our big dreams
How we plan to take over the planet
So pardon my manners, I hope you’ll understand
That I’ll be here
Not there in the kitchen with the girl
Who’s always gossiping about her friends
So tell them I’ll be here
Right next to the boy who’s throwing up ’cause
He can’t take what’s in his cup no more
Oh God why am I here?

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♥ PaperDolls – My Valentine Collar @ Suicide Dollz

PaperDolls – Sissy Dress

Moda – Petra Platforms

Doux – Scarlet – Naturals

Insol – Candy ‘Milk’

Catwa – Catya Bento Mesh Head + Mesh Eyes Pack

Vista – Bento ProHands – Femv1Final

Poses – Pink Hustler – Pose For Bento – 3

[246] Surrender

I was running on an empty heart,
Not a trace of gasoline
Trying to dim every single spark
That could hurt, that could burn all of me

Like a soldier on the battleground
Lying wounded on the field
I was fighting alone with a broken sword
Now I’m caught in a war with no shield

If you hold me now and leave me never,
Say you’ll stay with me forever
Then I surrender, surrender
If you hold me now and leave me never,
Say you’ll stay with me forever
Then I surrender, surrender
Surrender, surrender

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.:Soul:. Open Heart Earrings – Fatpack @ The Coven Feb 17th

.:Soul:. Uni Ears v2 – Heavy Heart @ The Coven Feb 17th

Doe – Star – Essentials

Catwa – Mesh Head – Catya + Mesh Eyes Pack

Altair – Locked Heart Collar – White

B.C.C – MuMu Traum Dress – Pink

Lumae – Eirtae – T3 – Shell/Bare

[245] Grey Skies

I tried to face the fight within
But it’s over
I’m ready for the riot to begin and surrender
I walked the path, it led me to the end, remember
I’m caught beneath with nothing left to give, forever

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.:Soul:.Gen2 -M- Fakit – SE Snow @ We ❤ RP – Feb 4th

.:Soul:. Horns – Demon – No Drape

Gabriel – Work Boots/Black

Exile – Can’t Stop This Feeling – Greyscale

Sensations – Demon Wings

Signature – Gianni Mesh Body

GA.EG – Damon Bento Mesh Head

Legal Insanity – Logan Pants – Black

Suicidal Unborn – Red Touch Makeup

Suicidal Unborn – Symbolism Tattoo

Clemmm – Nosebleed 8

Bad Unicorn – 06 Hype-Beast Backdrop

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[244] Human Animal

The human animal is a beautiful and terrible creature, capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty. If you wish to find that which becomes the dividing line between mankind and other biological classifications, it rests not in brain size, dominance, or even emotional capability, but lies in the unique capacity for human beings to reflect on their actions and show regret, what is most certainly the ability to empathize, that gives them their position. All mammals understand love and affection, but only man shows the propensity to place himself into the shoes of another life-form. Losing this capability, among individuals of this species, reduces them below their much heralded position, and readies the climate for the likely fall of man, the fall from grace.

 

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♥ Akoko – Slavey Dress – Rouge @ Stormwood Hills Fair  Thank You!

Truth – Fire [Browns-Gingers-LBlondes] RARE @ Epiphany

Ama – Hickies

Souzou Eien – Collars of Gor – Display Collar RARE

Insol ‘Candy’ Milk

Catwa Mesh Head – Destiny + Mesh Eyes Pack

The Horror – Teeny Septum Ring

[243] Starting to Break

Dead star shine
Light up the sky
I’m all out of breath
My walls are closing in
Days go by
Give me a sign
Come back to the end
The shepherd of the damned
I can feel you falling away
Daylight dies
Blackout the sky
Does anyone care?
Is anybody there?
Take this life
Empty inside
I’m already dead
I’ll rise to fall again
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Moon Elixir – Fairytale Atelier – 10&4 – Lara Pantie&Bra – Snow @ Epiphany
Candy Doll – Mary Socks RARE @ Epiphany
Truth Hair – Fire (Browns Gingers LBlondes) RARE @ Epiphany
Altair – Locked Heart Collar – White
Catwa – Mesh Head – Destiny + Mesh Eyes Pack
Bubble – Basic Belly Piercing
Insol – Candy – Milk
Empire – Hosta
The Horror! Teeny Septum Ring
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[242] The Righteous Side of Hell

I spoke to God today and she said that she’s ashamed
What have I become.
What have I done
I spoke to the devil today and he swears he’s not to blame
And I understood ’cause I feel the same
Arms wide open
I stand alone
I’m no hero and I’m not made of stone
Right or wrong
I can hardly tell
I’m on the wrong side of heaven and the righteous side of hell
The wrong side of heaven and the righteous side,
The righteous side of hell
I heard from God today and she sounded just like me
What have I done and who have I become
I saw the devil today and he looked a lot like me
I looked away, I turned away

 

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Grixdale – Fallen – Wings – Black Silver

DeviousMind – Wicca – Black – 12A + 12B + 14 RARE @ Memento Mori

Remarkable Oblivion – Azrael Bone Wing – Addendum – White

Suicidal Unborn/Conviction – Halloween Gift – Dismal Eyes + SickLove

Winged – Cross Collar – Black

Izzie’s – Wounded Angel – Frost

Mandala – Simple Elf Ears

Kio – Abandoned – Chained

Exile – Looking Back

Miko – The Artist tattoo- Bloody

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