093 Fight Song



Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion

And all those things I didn’t say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?

Losing friends and I’m chasing sleep
Everybody’s worried about me
In too deep
Say I’m in too deep (in too deep)
And it’s been two years
I miss my home
But there’s a fire burning in my bones
Still believe
Yeah, I still believe



AlterEgo – Maliyah Shape

WoW Skins – Selia – Milk {Kinky Monthly}

#Foxy – Stay Cute Collar {Kinky Monthly}

.Winged. Pentagram Harness – Black {Kinky Monthly}

.Winged. Ripped Leggings – Black

Chemical Princess – Molly Boots {Black Craft}

Truth Hair – Josette

Tres Blah – Devon Tank – Purple


092 Hate Me

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

I’m sober now for three whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind



AlterEgo – Maliyah Shape

WoW Skins – Selia – Milk {Kinky Monthly Event}

!nfinity – Snake Bite

Arise -Lolla eyeshadow

Arise – Star Eyes – Cyan/Gold

Magika – Sorcery {Group Gift}

Yummy – Pentagram Necklace – Gold/Purple

Reign – Marlene Plats – Black

.Winged. Overall Skirt – Purple Monster (The Dressing Room)

Poses .::. Chemical Princess – Melisa {Black Craft – Opens December 1st}


091 Daughter of Darkness

We came to battle baby
We came to win the war
We won’t surrender
Till we get what we’re lookin for
We’re blowing out our speakers
There goes the neighbourhood
A little scissor happy
Little misunderstood

Daughters of darkness
Sisters insane
A little evil
Goes a long, long way
We stand together
No we’re not afraid
We’ll live forever

Never down
Never out
Playing hard
Living loud
Keeping up
With the boys
Making out
Making noise


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Skin || WoW Skins – Selia – Milk {Kinky Monthly – Opens November 25th}

Shape || AlterEgo – Maliyah

Hair || Truth – Grande

Eyes || .Arise. – Star Eyes – Cyan/Gold

Makeup || .Arise. – Lolla Eyeshadow

Mouth || [CR] Nyam Nyam

Hands || Slink Avatar Enhancement – Gesture

Ears || Zombie Suicide – Mesh Ears v2

Boots || Yeliz – LoveGame  Thigh High Slink Boots

Stockings || FnH – XHigh net Stockings – Double Net – Black

Tattoo || Reckless – Hide And Seek

Piercings || !nfinity – Snake Bite && The Horror! Teeny Septum – Silver

Skirt || Happy Undead – Vinyl Mini Skirt – Black

Corset || Pixicat – Temptations Corset – Dark {RARE}

Cuffs || Muka – Cuff Love

Armbands || Muka – Armbands Love

Collar || (r)M – Posture Collar > No. 07

Chains || Noodles – Scarlett Body Chain – Black

Circlet || Noodles – Hex Circlet – Silver


090 I See Fire

If this is to end in fire
Then we should all burn together
Watch the flames climb high into the night

Calling out father oh
Stand by and we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on
The mountain side

And if we should die tonight
Then we should all die together
Raise a glass of wine for the last time

Calling out father oh
Prepare as we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on
The mountain side
Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire
Inside the mountain
I see fire
Burning the trees
And I see fire
Hollowing souls
I see fire
Blood in the breeze
And I hope that you remember me

Oh, should my people fall
Then surely I’ll do the same
Confined in mountain halls
We got too close to the flame


Alterego – Maliyah Shape

Essences – Illamasqua – Pale 02

Mandala – Simple Elf Ears

♥ Zombie Suicide – War Paint #1 – Black And Red {Thriftshop}

.Arise. Smokey Eyes

S0ng – Sugar – Lime Grey Eyes

Spellbound – Murder of Crows

The Forge – Eldar Armour – Female – Worn Black

Chaospire – Beledinoir

[EZ] Insidious Bow

Reign – Lizzy Boots -Black

Chimera – Body Paint – SpellBound

089 Stolen Dance

I want you
We can bring it on the floor
Never danced like this before
We don’t talk about it
Dancing on, do the boogie all night long
Stoned in paradise
Shouldn’t talk about it

Coldest winter for me
No sun is shining anymore
The only thing I feel is pain
Caused by absence of you
Suspense controlling my mind
I cannot find the way out of here


.Arise. Smokey Eyes

.Arise. Cutie Freckles

Mandala – Steking Ears – Season 5

SLink Av. Enhancement – Gesture Hands //High Feet

Reign – Peep Toe Heels – Black

 Zombie Suicide – Razor Lolly Ring

 Zombie Suicide – Pentagram Head Implant {Suicide Dollz}

 Chemical Princess – Pin-Up Dress {Suicide Dollz}

Chloe – Nails 01

Reckless – Hide&Seek

Yummy – To The Moon & Back Bracelet – Gold

Beusy – Doja Ponytail

Izzie’s – Hair Tie Bracelet

The Sugar Garden – Shy Megane {Glasses} – Gold

Ninety – Infinitum Bracelet

088 Take The World

The words that no one speaks
About the night before
She stares off at the road
Her finger taps the door
I’d hate to judge if roles reverse you’d think so too

She’d seen the film before
But stayed until the end
She had him to herself
Perhaps as more than friends
Maybe I’d do things differently if I were you

Your pulse it races with mine and I swear that there’s no other girl
Your body shakes, it’s like tonight we can take the world


Astralia – Flower Crown Headband – Sweet


Whatever – Mini Dress {Thriftshop}

AlterEgo – Maliyah Shape

.Arise. Smokey Eyes

.Arise. Cutie Freckles

Reign – Tattoo Choker – October Edition

Loud Mouth – Elena Kissy

Buzzeri – Cora Eyes – Siren

Essences – Illamasqua – Pale 02

Mandala – Fantasy Elf Ears

Rosenwolf – Schoolgirl Glasses

O.M.E.N  Spiked Bracelets

Reign – High Society Heels – Black

Maitreya – Lara Mesh Body

087 Hello

Hello, can you hear me?
I’m in California dreaming about who we used to be
When we were younger and free
I’ve forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

There’s such a difference between us
And a million miles

Hello from the other side
I must’ve called a thousand times
To tell you I’m sorry, for everything that I’ve done
But when I call you never seem to be home


Forever Young – Tiana Dress {Lubbly Jubblies}

.Winged. Letter Necklace “E”

Moon – Isolation

Lure – Ravenclaw Bracelet *Rare*

Gensis Head – Sunny 2.0 *Group Gift* {Includes All Skin Appliers}

Belleza – Isis

Reign – High Society – Black

O.M.E.N – Spiked Bracelets – Black

Mandala – Fantasy Elf Ears

Minimal – Ring *1* – Silver

Isuka – Chicano

Poses – Chubby Bunny – Christina {Anybody}

086 Surrender

I was running on an empty heart,
Not a trace of gasoline
Trying to dim every single spark
That could hurt, that could burn all of me

Like a soldier on the battleground
Lying wounded on the field
I was fighting alone with a broken sword
Now I’m caught in a war with no shield

If you hold me now and leave me never,
Say you’ll stay with me forever
Then I surrender, surrender
If you hold me now and leave me never,
Say you’ll stay with me forever
Then I surrender, surrender
Surrender, surrender


Glam Affair – Margot – Europa

Maitreya – Lara Mesh Body

Slink Avatar Enhancement – Gesture Hands/Flat Feet

♣ .Winged. – Heart Collar – Black {Kinky Monthly}

♣ 1Hundred – Dark Desire Bodysuit – Black {Kinky Monthly}

♣ Glitzz – Dominique – Pearl Cuffs // Blindfauld – Black {Kinky Monthly}

.Arise. Cutie Freckles

.Arise. Smokey Eyes

Buzzeri – Moka Eyes – Amber

Magika – Hush

Isuka – Dreamcatcher Tattoo

085 Stuttering

There’s a whole lot of things that I will forgive
But I just can’t take a liar
I was by your side ’til the very end
’til you pushed me in the fire

I tried to believe you but something is wrong
You won’t look in my eyes tell me what’s going on

“It’s you and me against the world”,
That’s what you said, that’s what you said
If you can’t be honest with me
Then I’m afraid this is the end

Hurry up, hurry up
If you ever really cared about me
Tell the truth, give it up
You sound guilty, ’cause you’re stutterin’


Glam Affair – Margot – Europa

Maitreya – Lara Mesh Body

Slink Avatar Enhancements – Gesture Hands/Flat Feet

.Arise. Cutie Freckles

.Arise. Smokey Eyes

Buzzeri – Moka Eyes – Amber

ReignxFLite – Taylers – Grey/Sea

Reign – Tattoo Chokers – October Edition

Chemical Princess – Coronna Jacket/Top

Mandala – Steking Ears – Season 5

♦ !nfinity – Skinny Jeans – Old Black {Thrift Shop}

Isuka – Chicano Tattoo

084 Same Old Love

Take away your things and go
You can’t take back what you said, I know
I’ve heard it all before, at least a million times
I’m not one to forget, you know

I’m not spending any time, wasting tonight on you
I know, I’ve heard it all
So don’t you try and change your mind
Cause I won’t be changing too, you know


Glam Affair – Margot – Europa

Maitreya – Lara Mesh Body

Slink Avatar Enhancements – Gesture Hands/High Feet

The Dark Collection – Keirrya Dress

.Arise. Smokey Eyes

.Arise. Cutie Freckles

Noodles – Helmsweave Cuffs – Black

Pekka – Chain Collar – Silver

The Little Bat! Spiral Armbands

Buzzeri – Moka Eyes -Amber