No. 157

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I’m still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

And I will swallow my pride
You’re the one that I love
And I’m saying goodbye

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Luas – Quala Dress (RARE)

Bokeh – Abuk Necklace – Gold

Emo-tions – Nadia – Black/White

CottonCandyMonster – Don’t Leave Me – Tears

Plastik – Muse Head Loops – Octane

AlterEgo – Maliyah Shape

AlterEgo – Victoria – Godiva

Mandala – Stretched Ears- Omimi

Loud Mouth – Elena Kissy

Soedara – Cihuapilli Simple Eye

Arise – Mesa Face Tattoo

Bowtique – Baroque Bangle Bracelet Set

Buzzeri – Moka eyes – Amber

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150 Moth

The ruler of the kingdom that ends up the pawn,
So tired of thinking of where it all went wrong,
Friendships they come and go and sometimes they end,
Wouldn’t dream in a million years that this would be one of them.
Faith in the life, belief to the end,
Failure’s not an option, but the options exist,
I gave up my everything, I give till I bleed,
Take it all, take everything just take it from me

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Winged – Cross Collar Black

Zombie Suicide – Mouth Goooop

Pixel Geek – Bow Cuffs

AlterEgo – Dionne – Lumiere – Gen2 – Lux

Truth Hair – Thalia

Buzzeri – Voodoo Eyes – Demon (LM Unavailable)

Antielle – The Alchemical Transformation – Homunculus RARE

Chemical Princess – Stigmata Tattoo

Catwa – Mesh Head – Jessica

149 Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
‘Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds
But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie,
It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see
‘Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down,
Now I don’t know what to be without you around

And we know it’s never simple,
Never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand

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Pixel Geek – Cupcake Skin – Tone 2 (With Blush)

               (While this skin does not come with any mouth appliers – only appliers for Slink and Maitreya- I matched the mouth by hand – it took some time, but was well worth it.)

AlterEgo – Maliyah Shape

S0ng – Yuki Eyes – Azul

VCO – Baba Mesh Lip

Mai Bilavio – World Tour Collection Strip-Lash In London

Spellbound – Lala

CandyDoll – The Sailor – Top/Skirt – Chibi

Fri. – Kendall Platforms – Cloud (Collabor88)

126 Stardust

Sometimes it’s all too much; sometimes its not enough. But happy or sad I am learning to be complete and content. This unquenchable longing to experience more and feel everything is no longer an ache in my chest. Its a precipice inside of me, an abyss of opportunity. I know now that I was not before I ever was, and some day I will be no more. I was once dinosaur bones and tree roots. Someday long after my ashes dust the ocean floor, and maybe even long after the earth decays to black holes and comets, I will be stardust. A constant kaleidoscope of beautiful matter, memories and moments. When all of these earthly problems solve themselves and lay to rest, I will return to from where I came, and that gives peace to the storms under my skin. We are all a wonderful, unlikely mixture of what has always been.

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Dress// Chemical Princess – Lover Dress (w/ HUD) {The Black Dot Project♥ ♥

Shape// AlterEgo – Maliyah

Skin// Glam Affair – Emma – Europa Tone

Eyes// S0ng – Yuki – Azul

Body// Belleza – Freya

Hands//Feet – Slink – Gesture Hands/High Feet

Mouth// Loud Mouth – Elena Kissy

Jewelry// EarthStones – Cascade Spider Ring

random.Matter – Cheri Bracelet – Copper

random.Matter – Temp Necklace- Silver

LUXE – Ravenclaw (RARE) (Gacha Item!)

Makeup// Arise – Lolla Eyeshadow – Black

Hair// Tableau Vivant – Muse

Shoes// Reign – Peep Toe Pumps – Black

 

125 Through The Ghost

“With her, it was all or nothing. She observed you, carefully, thoroughly, and made her choice. She had high standards and a myriad of character tests; but if you made the cut, her love was warm and all-encompassing like a much-needed bath. She made you vulnerable, but she was trustworthy. You could tell her your darkest secrets and deepest wishes without questioning yourself. She cleaned out your wounds with sharp eyes and intuition, and you healed. But eventually you get out of the tub and head out to get dirty again. She was left with a heart half-loved and dirty water.”

 

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★ Fishnets// Chemical Princess – Sinister Leggings – Black {Suicide Dollz}

Boots// *Epic* – Cosmic Monster Stompers – Black

Facial Piercing// Glitzz – Dreams (RARE)

Septum Ring// The Horror! – Teeny Septum – Silver

Lip Rings// :HV: – 003 – Oil

Eyes// Nar Mattaru – Just The Basics – Blue

Shape// AlterEgo – Maliyah

Skirt// Blueberry – Kyla – Strapped

Top// Blueberry – Mina Tube Top

Makeup// Arise – Lolla Eyeshadow – Black

Hair// Burley – Starla – Blacks

Tattoo// TattooMania – Space

Ears// Magika – Neko

Collar// Sweet Thing – Key To My Heart – Black

Wings// darkenedStare – Unseelie Wings – Cicada – Iridscent

Bracelet// RealEvil Industries– Aeternum {female}

123 If I Close My Eyes

If I close my eyes forever
Will it all remain unchanged?
If I close my eyes forever
Will it all remain the same?
Sometimes
It’s hard to hold on
So hard to hold on to my dreams
It isn’t always what it seems
When you’re face to face with me
You’re like a dagger
And stick me in the heart
And taste the blood from my blade
And when we sleep, would you shelter me
In your warm and darkened grave?

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Chemical Princess – Emilia Boots – Caro {#Trending Event – Opens Feb. 10th}

Nar Mattaru – Iconic Eyes – Mint

Wimey – Malinda Top – Purple {We ❤ RP}

AlterEgo – Maliyah Shape

AlterEgo – Adriana – Rose – Gen2 {Group Gift}

Blueberry – Denise – Black

Kibitz – Alexys Nose Chains – Silver

TattooMania – Beath

Little Bones – Reckless

120 When You Play The Game

We’ve all seen the man at the liquor store beggin’ for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange
He asked a man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes
“Get a job, you fuckin’ slob”‘s all he replied

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
He said, “Don’t worry about a thing, baby doll, I’m the man you’ve been dreamin’ of.”
But three months later he said he won’t date her or return her call
And she sweared, “God damn if I find that man I’m cuttin’ off his balls.”
And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walkin’ through the door.
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner, and they call her a whore

I’ve seen a rich man beg
I’ve seen a good man sin
I’ve seen a tough man cry

I’ve seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie

I’ve seen the good side of bad
And the down side of up
And everything between
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Poses – Chubby Bunny – Hailey

Zombie Suicide -Mesh Ears v.2

Suicidal Unborn – Septum Ring – Metal

La Baguette – Scar Face Tattoo

Buzzeri – Elysium Eyes – Hazel

Paperbag – Head Wrap Bow Bandana

Loud Mouth – Elena Kissy (W/ Parted Teeth)

Reign – Tattoo Chokers- October Edition

ReignxFLite – Batty Taylers – Special Edition Black

Arise – Lolla eyeshadow

Blueberry – Group Gift – Tank Top

Punch – Dimple Piercing – Diamonds

AlterEgo – Victoria Collection – Caramel

AlterEgo – Maliyah Shape

Just Magnetized -Natural Hairbase – Set 03

Tattoo Mania – Lavel

Pink Hustler Hair – 8108

B Bos – Any SweatPants – Black