[262] Leave A Scar

It’s not like I made my self a list
Of new and different ways to murder your heart
I’m just painting that’s still wet,
If you touch me I’ll be smeared
You’ll be stained
Stained for the rest of your life
I’m well aware I’m a Danger to my self
Are you aware I’m a danger to others?

Snapshot_358

♥ Avie – Lavina Set NEW!Suicide Dollz  (Thank You!)

Plastik – Velos Cuffs//Noir RARE

Punch – Nose Banding + Trine + Dimple Piercing

Wasabi Pills – Vic

Reign – Luxe Thigh High Pumps (Past Luxe Box Item)

Bubble – Basic Belly Piercing Set

FnH – Leather Spiked Collar – Black

Zombie Suicide – Dismay Strip

Speakeasy – Wanderlust Tattoo

Glam Affair – Alexa Applier (Catwa) Africa 01

needful Pixel – Uesugi Katana

Maitreya – Lara Mesh Body

Catwa – Catya Mesh Head + Mesh Eyes Pack

Snapshot_357

[258] Malibu

I never came to the beach, or stood by the ocean
I never sat by the shore, under the sun with my feet in the sand
But you brought me here and I’m happy that you did
‘Cause now I’m as free as birds catching the wind

We watched the sun go down as we were walking
I’d spent the rest of my life standing here talking
You would explain the current, as I just smile
Hoping that you’ll stay the same, and nothing will change
And it’ll be us, just for a while
Do we even exist?

Snapshot_336a.png

Catwa – Catya Mesh Head + Mesh Eyes Pack

Mandala – Steking Ears Season 5

Vista Bento ProHands

Maitreya Mesh body Lara v4.1

Ama – Simplicity Rings – Silver

Glam Affair – Alura – Catwa mesh Head Applier – America FLF

*Argrace* Chizuru – Whites

*Tentacio* Funny Weekend. Ice Cream 02

QE – Leilani Bikini @ Tropical Summer Fair {June 2, 2017 – June 16, 2017} (Thank You!)

Snapshot_335aSnapshot_334a

[214] Amnesia

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he’s right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

214

Catwa – Mesh Head – Jessica

*Sponsored* .:Soul:. Uni Ears- Royal Elf (Labyrinth)

#Empire – Cyclamen Heels {Group Gift}

*Sponsored* QE Designs – Urban Denim Skirt – Light Fades (For October “Buy Now“)

*Sponsored* QE Designs – Fringe Top – Fades

Little Bones – Lavender

Glam Affair – Aurelia Applier – Polar 09 (Salem) & Polar Skin Applier for Maitreya (Mainstore)

Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – Set 03 for Catwa

[213] The Downworld Rift

 

I want your pain
To taste why you’re ashamed
And I know you’re not just what you say to me
And I’m not the only moment you’re made of
You’re so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head’s blown clean off
Your mouth’s paid off
I want you wanting me
I want what I see in your eyes
So give me something to be scared of

snapshot_024

Glam Affair – Aurelia Applier (Catwa/Annie) Polar 09 {Salem}

Doe – Lyric {Memento Mori}

*Sponsored* PaperDolls – Mad Horns {Mad Circus ~ October 8th}  Thank You!

*Sponsored* PaperDolls – Strapped Dress {AnyBody ~ October 7th}  Thank You!

Empire – Azalea

Empire – Heart Harness

Suicidal Unborn – Symbolism Full Body Tattoo

Swallow – Ears Elf {Shiny Shabby}

S0ng – Cia Eyes – Vamp

MoonAmore – Eyeholic Choker – Black {Salem}

The Horror! Corpse Scars & Bruises – Flushed {Memento Mori}

snapshot_026

[194] Wolf Blood

There are certain people in this universe that are destined to collide with you. Sometimes it’s a negative thing and it teaches you a lesson. And sometimes it a positive thing and it teaches you a little more about yourself. Then there are the ones that give you a piece of yourself you didn’t know was missing – and wither they were meant to be apart of your life permanently, or temporarily – you can never get them out of that little piece of your soul.

Every so often you see something, or hear something that reminds you of them and all these thoughts come flooding back like a wave of emotions and unsolved questions and left open doors.

Sometimes we never truly get closure – sometimes their light has gone out long before it was meant to and you’ll never get to find out all the what ifs that run through your head.

Cherish the lights – the people- that are with you now, even temporarily, because before you know it you cant tell them what they meant to you because their gone – and all you can do is hope that you’ll meet them again in the next life.

Location: Lothlorian Shores | Song: Adrian Von Ziegler – Morrigan

Snapshot_093

Plastik – July Fauxe Makeup – Luvi Green-Saphira (New!)

Magika – Stay The Night

Arise – Star Eyes – Gold (Right Eye)

Glam Affair – Mokatana Skin – America

!Twisted Glam – Bandana Long Top w/ Texture Hud (Thank You!) {Kinky Monthly Event – July 25th to August 20th}

Muka – Iggy {ROMP – open until July 29th}

The Forge – Norse Bracers – Black (Left Arm)

The Forge – Aura Staff – Bronze

The Forge – Scale Armour – Gold

The Forge – Eldar Armour – Female- Black (Upper Arms, Pauldrons)

#Empire – Nerina (Thigh Chains)

#Empire – Holly (RARE)

Half+Deer – Baby Cornsnake – Snow (Right Arm)

Half+Deer – Velven Bunny Ears – Spooky

Punch – Trine

Zombie Suicide – Octo Septum Ring

Snapshot_098

[193] Forget Me

There’s a moment when you’ve been in this world for so long, that you start to wonder if all those years were worth it. Watching people break each others hearts, bully and become mean, step on the people they call friends or family to reach some height they consider the top – wanting to be “SLFamous” – You start to wonder if the drama is worth it, if the friendships are worth it, if the blood, sweat and tears is really worth living in a virtual world that seems more and more like high school every day.

To date I’ve been in this world for almost 10 years, in one sense or another – and while yes I can say it helped me get over my agoraphobia, my depression and my anxiety – it also has caused a lot of heartbreak – a lot of friendships made and broken, families made and then broken apart. People you thought were friends that were only out to use you and then discard you. (Even if sometimes those relationships didn’t start out that way).

I’ve come to realize the hard way that nothing stays the same in this world no matter how hard you try to keep a hold of things.
you change, other people change, trends change.
one day you log on and suddenly someone you were good friends with is now your worst enemy and you have no idea what you did; or if you did anything at all.
People log off one night and never come back.

Slowly everybody changes, everybody becomes different.

I think in reality were all here looking for a piece of ourselves we’ve lost…or maybe we never really had it to begin with… and when…IF… we find it it either changes us for the better, or for the worse.

Location:  Elysium City of Templemore || Song: Breaking Benjamin – Ashes of Eden

 

Snapshot_088

Arise – Star Eyes – Cyan/Gold

Arise – Lolla Eyeshadow

Arise – Cutie Freckles

Mandala – Stretched Ears – Omimi

Cherry Rouge – Nyam Nyam Mouth

Glam Affair – Mokatana Skin – America

Little Bones– The Dark

Phedora – Scarlet Underwear

Reign – Kendall Heels

 

127 Bad Company

I was born
A shotgun in my hands
Behind the gun
I’ll make my final stand, yeah!

Rebel souls
Deserters we’ve been called
Chose a gun
And threw away the sun

Eye for an eye
Tooth for a tooth
Blood for blood
We’ve all gotta die

Blog127

★ Zombie Suicide – Octo Septum Piercing {Flower Power – Feb 12th 26th}

★ Chemical Princess – Revange Garters w/ HUD.{Suicide Dollz}

Eyes// S0ng – Yuki – Azul

Rings// Kibitz – Acantha Claws – Petal

Shape// AlterEgo – Maliyah

Hair// Truth – Colbie

Dress/ Le Fil Casse – The It Girl (Maitreya) Black

Skin// Glam Affair – Emma – Europa

Bracelet// O.M.E.N – Spiked Bracelets

Collar// {O} – Cript – Spiked Collar

Shoes// Renegade – Nicole – Black

Makeups// Arise – Cutie Freckles

Arise – Lolla Eyeshadow

Ears// Mandala – Steking – Season 5

Tattoo// Reckless – Pray 2 Your Gods

Knees// Suicidal Unborn – Knees 01