[254] I’m not just a pretty girl

I can swear, I can joke
I say what’s on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you see me holding up my middle finger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
‘Cause I’m not just a pretty girl

I’m more than just a picture
I’m a daughter and a sister
Sometimes it’s hard for me to show
That I’m more than just a rumor
Or a song on your computer
There’s more to me than people know

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QE Designs – Brookie Dress – Dark @ Dark Side 2 Fashion Fair (ends April 30th)

+Spellbound+ Spooky Salon – Heavy Metal Pack

random.Matter – Taeli Choker

Reign – Gisele Heels -Black #7 RARE

Arise – Nose Ring – Gold

Magika Hair – Summer

Speakeasy – MurMur Tattoo

O.M.E.N – You’re A Star bracelet

Izzie’s – Hair Tie Bracelet

Insol – Mia Skin “Chocolate”

Catwa – Catya Head v2.10

Slink – Hourglass Body v.2.02

Vista – Bento Prohands Fem

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[253] Primadonna Girl

Primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can’t help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I’m kinda difficult
But it’s always someone else’s fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl,
Would you do anything for me?
Buy a big diamond ring for me?
Would you get down on your knees for me?
Pop that pretty question right now, baby
Beauty queen on a silver screen
Living life like I’m in a dream
I know I’ve got a big ego
I really don’t know why it’s such a big deal, though

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Sim: Elysium City of Templemore

Outfit: Reign – Dazzled Set – Holo Rare (Coming to N21)

Hair: Blues – Naiesli

Slink: Hourglass Body

Catwa: Catya Head

Insol: Candy ‘Milk’ with Glamour Shine lip gloss (sold separately)

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[248] Scars

She has dreams to be an envy, so she’s starving
You know, “Covergirls eat nothing.”
She says, “Beauty is pain and there’s beauty in everything.”
“What’s a little bit of hunger?”
“I could go a little while longer,” she fades away
She don’t see her perfect, she don’t understand she’s worth it
Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface

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♥ QE Designs – Nora Garters @ Fetish Fair

♥ QE Designs – Harlee Lingerie – Pink @ Fetish Fair

♥ PaperDolls – Cupidity Tattoo @ Bodyfy

Truth – VIP – HoneyAna

Swallow – Rox Ears

Bubble – Basic Belly Piercing

Vista – Bento Prohands

Slink – Hourglass Body

Poses – Pink Hustler – Poses For Bento

[227] The Moon

“Tell me the story about how the sun loved the moon so much he died every night to let her breathe.”
“ There once was a moon, as beautiful as can be, only the stars could fathom, but the sun could not see. The sun so radiant, he burns so bright. The moon so luminous, but only shows her face during the night. Wounded and raged, the sun cries and cries, so sad he hides from the skies hoping to see her. The days become dark, because the sun will not shine. The waves crash so harsh on the shoreline because there is a storm breaching on the inside. If the sun couldn’t see the moon, he would find another way to display his love. While the sun was thinking, the moon was astray. You see..the moon loves the sun so much, that when he is away, she chooses not to take a single breath, because not seeing him today, is a pain worse than death. the sun can not see but he can hear, he can feel her soul and it soon became clear. The sun would die each and every night to let his true love breathe, for it would put an end to all her misery. ”

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Skin// Lumae – Eirtae – Elanil/Bare

Eyes// AzDesigns – Aquamarine/Blue (Catwa Eyes Applier)

Ears// Mandala Pierced Elf Ears ver2

Hands// Slink Avatar Enhancement – Splayed

Head// Catwa – Catya

Hair// Doe – Maleena – Monotone (Fantasy Gacha Fair)

Choker// Reign – Tattoo Choker Necklace – Witches Edition (Previous FLF Item)

Outfit// Aisling – Dangara – Violet Bra/ Aqua Skirt&Panties

Circlet// Deviance – Erulisse Circlets – 6 (Light Blue)

Poses// Infiniti – Keeper of the Light – 7&10

[226] Waiting

 

She’s watching the taxi driver, he pulls away
She’s been locked up inside her apartment a hundred days
She’s talking to angels, counting the stars
Making a wish on a passing car
She’s dancing with strangers, falling apart

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Shape// Lyrium – Evelyn (Catwa Bento)

Head// Catwa Mesh Head – Catya

The eyes worn here come with the bento head.

Hair// Wasabi Pills– Vic

Skin// The Skinnery – Grace – Honey (Catwa Head Applier)

Boots// darkendStare – Monster Boots – Black

Gloves// Vincue – Kittie+Gloves – Noir – Common

These are for the Slink Splayed hands – shown here

Outfit// Empire – Diascia

Ears// Evermore – Animated Neko Ears BETA (Recolored to black, they come in WHITE) @ SaNaRae

Tail// c(TC) – Somali Neko Tail 2.0

Collar// Salt&Pepper – Anastasia

Tattoo// White~Widow – Southpaw – Henna – Chest

Stockings// Erratic – Cecilia – Noir (Come with the garter which isn’t worn here) @ Collabor88

[219] Animal

It’s hiding in the dark, it’s teeth are razor sharp
There’s no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it’s just a dream
Maybe it’s inside of me, stop this monster

I feel it deep within, it’s just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I’ve become, the nightmare’s just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

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Suicide Gurls – Cerentine Feet Claws

CerberusXing – Ring Claws – Dirty {RARE}

SU&Conviction – Halloween Gift (Conviction Dismal Eyes)

FnH – Leather Spiked Collar – Black

Miko – The Artist – Bloody

Bossie – Alice Eyebrows

AnnaA – Skin ‘Bianca’ Vanilla

Zombie Suicide – Octo Septum Ring

La Baguette – Scar Face Tattoo

Exile – Memory Bliss

Maitreya – Lara Mesh Body 3.5

SLink Avatar Enhancements – Elegant Hands/High Feet

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126 Stardust

Sometimes it’s all too much; sometimes its not enough. But happy or sad I am learning to be complete and content. This unquenchable longing to experience more and feel everything is no longer an ache in my chest. Its a precipice inside of me, an abyss of opportunity. I know now that I was not before I ever was, and some day I will be no more. I was once dinosaur bones and tree roots. Someday long after my ashes dust the ocean floor, and maybe even long after the earth decays to black holes and comets, I will be stardust. A constant kaleidoscope of beautiful matter, memories and moments. When all of these earthly problems solve themselves and lay to rest, I will return to from where I came, and that gives peace to the storms under my skin. We are all a wonderful, unlikely mixture of what has always been.

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Dress// Chemical Princess – Lover Dress (w/ HUD) {The Black Dot Project♥ ♥

Shape// AlterEgo – Maliyah

Skin// Glam Affair – Emma – Europa Tone

Eyes// S0ng – Yuki – Azul

Body// Belleza – Freya

Hands//Feet – Slink – Gesture Hands/High Feet

Mouth// Loud Mouth – Elena Kissy

Jewelry// EarthStones – Cascade Spider Ring

random.Matter – Cheri Bracelet – Copper

random.Matter – Temp Necklace- Silver

LUXE – Ravenclaw (RARE) (Gacha Item!)

Makeup// Arise – Lolla Eyeshadow – Black

Hair// Tableau Vivant – Muse

Shoes// Reign – Peep Toe Pumps – Black