[256] Wιld Tнιɴɢѕ

 

I lose my balance on these eggshells
You tell me to tread
I’d rather be a wild one instead

There’s a wild thing that exists in all of us.
It lives in our passions, in the people we love, in our subconscious thoughts, our beliefs.
It’s even made a home in the darkest parts of us.
But we can’t be scared of it.
We have to become it.

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Cynful – Leather Mini Skirt – White

MR ~ Squidy Lovely @Kawaii Project

Vincue – Mely+top – Snow @N21

Phedora – Isidora Bondage Set (only thigh straps shown)

e.Marie – Vivid Eyes “faint”

Aii – Cotton Usagi Ears//tail

Spellbound Hair – Noir

Reign – Kitty Stockings

Altair – Kitty Collar – White

.:Soul:. Gen2f – Fala – H2 SE Albino

Catwa – Catya Mesh Head //Mesh Eyes Pack

Arise – Nose Ring – Gold

Izzie’s – Catwa Eye liner

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[252] Another Breath

Down at the cold steps, where no light exists
That’s where you want to be, feeling sick
You find your hopes and your abandoned dreams
That’s where you find your purpose.

Don’t lose your heart
It’s the pulse that beats
And your voice that speaks.

Remind yourself
You’re breathing
Remind yourself
That you are bleeding

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ψ QE – Lilith Set – Coal @ The Darkness Chamber Fair (March 11th – April 1st)

FnH – Spiked Collar Black

Noodles – Hex Circlet Silver

Dazed – Erzatz Head jewel Gold

Little Bones – Reckless

Phedora – Isidora Bondage Set

RO – Eternity Wings – Lust

Suicidal Unborn – Red Touch Makeup

ψ .:Soul:.  Lipstains – GG- Soot

Dappa – Pharaoh Tattoo

[251] Nymphetamine

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart that barless prison
Discolors all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter, nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampiric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better, nymphetamine

Wracked with your charm, I’m circled like prey
Back in the forest where whispers persuade
More sugar trails, more white lady laid
Than pillars of salt

Fall to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days

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Catwa – Catya Mesh Head

Deetalez Skin- Doutzen – Nordic

Vista ProHands Femv.1

Mandala – Omimi Stretched Ears

Clemmm – Nosebleed – 8

Suicidal Unborn – Symbolizm Tattoo

DeLa Hair – Sahara

» .:Soul:. Group Gift – Space Cat Eyes – Deo

» .:Soul:. Pernkern Horns – Ember Smoke – Ember Special Edition@ Ember’s Cauldron Event March 16th

» Psycho:bytes – Holster Flask Leg @ Suicide Dollz

Reign – Peep Toe Heels – White

Reign – Valentine Socks/Stockings Mix and Match Set

Bossie – Jenna Lingerie Set – White

Phedora – Isisdora Bondage Set

Insanya – UkaSkirt @ Whore Couture 7

Dirty Princess – Precious Princess Collar

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[250] Rot

I can’t hold my head up in this dark room anymore
I need a lightning bolt to raise me from this grave
So infatuated by the darkness and so surrounded by the light
Oh my God, save my soul
And still I want what’s pure and want what’s right
But I need another fix tonight
Oh my God, save my soul

Beneath her glowing eyes that call like fire to a moth
The most disgusting lies are dressed in beauty that’ll rot
Oh my God, you’ve won the coldest battle we’ve fought
Deliverance is mine, from more of this beauty that’ll rot

Mirror mirror on the wall, will there be glory if I fall?
Oh my God, save my soul
I need a faith that’s solid as concrete, but the impact’s broken both my knees
Oh my God, save my soul

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.:Soul:. Space Cat Eyes – Holo&Holy – Fatpack Exclusives

.:Soul:. Uni Ears v2 – Dobby

.:Soul:. Gen2 – Fala – H2 SE Albino Skin

Yummy – Layered Chain Choker – Silver

Pink Acid – The Queen’s Crown – Pearls&Silver

Moon Amore – Amphirtrite Dress RARE

Exile – If Your Wild

darkendStare – Unseelie Wings – Cicada (Iridescent)

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[246] Surrender

I was running on an empty heart,
Not a trace of gasoline
Trying to dim every single spark
That could hurt, that could burn all of me

Like a soldier on the battleground
Lying wounded on the field
I was fighting alone with a broken sword
Now I’m caught in a war with no shield

If you hold me now and leave me never,
Say you’ll stay with me forever
Then I surrender, surrender
If you hold me now and leave me never,
Say you’ll stay with me forever
Then I surrender, surrender
Surrender, surrender

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.:Soul:. Open Heart Earrings – Fatpack @ The Coven Feb 17th

.:Soul:. Uni Ears v2 – Heavy Heart @ The Coven Feb 17th

Doe – Star – Essentials

Catwa – Mesh Head – Catya + Mesh Eyes Pack

Altair – Locked Heart Collar – White

B.C.C – MuMu Traum Dress – Pink

Lumae – Eirtae – T3 – Shell/Bare

[245] Grey Skies

I tried to face the fight within
But it’s over
I’m ready for the riot to begin and surrender
I walked the path, it led me to the end, remember
I’m caught beneath with nothing left to give, forever

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.:Soul:.Gen2 -M- Fakit – SE Snow @ We ❤ RP – Feb 4th

.:Soul:. Horns – Demon – No Drape

Gabriel – Work Boots/Black

Exile – Can’t Stop This Feeling – Greyscale

Sensations – Demon Wings

Signature – Gianni Mesh Body

GA.EG – Damon Bento Mesh Head

Legal Insanity – Logan Pants – Black

Suicidal Unborn – Red Touch Makeup

Suicidal Unborn – Symbolism Tattoo

Clemmm – Nosebleed 8

Bad Unicorn – 06 Hype-Beast Backdrop

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[241] Taste of Poison

I breath you in again
Just to feel you
Underneath my skin,
Holding on to
The sweet escape,
Is always laced with a,
Familiar taste,
Of poison
I tell myself,
That you’re no good for me
I wish you well,
But desire never leaves
I can fight this to the end,
But maybe I don’t wanna win
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.:Soul:. Lip Stains – NEW GROUP GIFT   Thank You!
Mesange – Cranford Eyes @ Stormwood Hills Fair   Thank You!
Bubble – Twigs Halo Headpiece @ Stormwood Hills Fair   Thank You!
Runic – Crystal Necklace @ Stormwood Hills Fair   Thank You!
Adorez – Elis Gown (includes single hair flower)@ Stormwood Hills Fair   Thank You!
Birth – Lush Catwa Eyeshadows – Set 4 @ Stormwood Hills Fair  Thank You!
Moon Hair – The Chill
Catwa – Mesh Head – Destiny
Identity – Heart Lock I Tattoo @ Suicide Dollz
Essences – Tony – Pale 02
Mandala – Pierced Elf Ears
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[239] Starboy *NSFW*

I’m tryna put you in the worst mood, ah
P1 cleaner than your church shoes, ah
Milli point two just to hurt you, ah
All red Lamb’ just to tease you, ah
None of these toys on lease too, ah
Made your whole year in a week too, yah
Main bitch out your league too, ah
Side bitch out of your league too, ah

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Lemme make this one real clear just in case. This post contains nudity and mature subject matter; sexually explicit content, alcohol, drugs, etc. Last chance to turn away. It might offend someone, or confuse people, or even make some annoyed or angry, but this is why this is my blog, not anyone else’s. ♥

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.:Soul:. Gen2f – Fala SE Albino Skin + Gen2 Dick Dye H2

Ayashi – Masuzu – White

Sinful Needs– Osiris Cock

VCO – Yamo Mesh Lip 001 RARE

Etchaflesh – Basic Blindfold

Mandala– Elf Ears

Lolas – Delicq Mesh Breasts

Suicidal Unborn – Bloody Knees 01

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[238] Play Date

Wake up in your bedroom and there’s nothing left to say
When I try to talk you’re always playing board games
I wish I had monopoly over your mind
I wish I didn’t care all the time

We’re just playing hide and seek
It’s getting hard to breathe under the sheets with you
I don’t want to play no games
I’m tired of always chasing, chasing after you

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♥ Pixel Geek – Cutsey “He N Ta I” Book {Hentai Fair Jan 14th} Thank you!

♥ Pixel Geek – Starlight Collar {Hentai Fair Jan 14th} Thank you!

♥.:Soul:. Lip Stain – Rose {Applique – Opens Jan 15th *will be sold as a FatPack or by applier brand option*} Thank you!

Little Kitten – Princess Skirt -Stars RARE {OMGacha}

The Sugar Garden – Shy Megane – Gold

Moon Hair – Storm – Pastels

Fri.Day– Kendall Platforms – Cloud

Claimed – Daddy Tattoos

Fresh – Girly Top ‘Daddy’s Girl’

Lovely Alien – Sparkle Makeup

Esscences Skin – Tony – Pale 02

Vista – Fem Bento Hands v2

Birdy – Cabaret – Princess Puss – White

Catwa Mesh Head – Destiny + Mesh Eyes Pack

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[233] Her Imaginary World

When I was a child, I played in the real world with imaginary friends.
Now I am older, I play in an imaginary world with real friends.

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.:Soul:. Gen2f – Fala – H2-SE Albino (Body Appliers Sold Separate)

.:Soul:. Uni Ears [v2] – Dobby

 ♥ Psycho:Byts – Lethal Stalagmite Crown – Snow (Winter’s Hollow – Till Jan 3rd)

Psycho:Byts – Choker Bell – Pastel

Catwa – Mesh Head – Destiny

Truth Hair – Cinnamon

Conviction – Albino Eyes

Foxes – Star Bustier – White

Blueberry – Cake Leggings

DarkendStare – Monster Boots – White

Coco – Fur Bolero – Light Grey

Deviance – Erulisse Circlet – Dark Teal/Silver

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