Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion
And all those things I didn’t say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?
Losing friends and I’m chasing sleep
Everybody’s worried about me
In too deep
Say I’m in too deep (in too deep)
And it’s been two years
I miss my home
But there’s a fire burning in my bones
Yeah, I still believe
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
I’m sober now for three whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
We came to battle baby
We came to win the war
We won’t surrender
Till we get what we’re lookin for
We’re blowing out our speakers
There goes the neighbourhood
A little scissor happy
Daughters of darkness
A little evil
Goes a long, long way
We stand together
No we’re not afraid
We’ll live forever
With the boys
Dry your eyes And quietly bear this pain with pride, For heaven shall remember the silent and the brave. And promise me, they will never see The fear within our eyes. (my eyes are closed) For we will give strength to those who still remain.
So bury fear, while fate draws near And hide the signs of pain. With noble acts The bravest souls endure, The heart’s remains.
Discard regret, That in this debt A better world is made And children of a newer day might remember And avoid our fate.