[278] Tainted

Sometimes I feel I’ve got to
Run away, I’ve got to
Get away from the pain you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I’ve lost my light
For I toss and turn, I can’t sleep at night

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♥ Avie – Whip Thigh High Boots NEW! @ Fetish Fair (Thank You!)

Phedora – Isidora Bondage Set (Collar, Cuffs, Thigh Bands, Belt)

Empire – Hiraeth Set NEW! @ Fetish Fair

Beusy – The Simple Style – Dusk

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[256] Wιld Tнιɴɢѕ

 

I lose my balance on these eggshells
You tell me to tread
I’d rather be a wild one instead

There’s a wild thing that exists in all of us.
It lives in our passions, in the people we love, in our subconscious thoughts, our beliefs.
It’s even made a home in the darkest parts of us.
But we can’t be scared of it.
We have to become it.

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Cynful – Leather Mini Skirt – White

MR ~ Squidy Lovely @Kawaii Project

Vincue – Mely+top – Snow @N21

Phedora – Isidora Bondage Set (only thigh straps shown)

e.Marie – Vivid Eyes “faint”

Aii – Cotton Usagi Ears//tail

Spellbound Hair – Noir

Reign – Kitty Stockings

Altair – Kitty Collar – White

.:Soul:. Gen2f – Fala – H2 SE Albino

Catwa – Catya Mesh Head //Mesh Eyes Pack

Arise – Nose Ring – Gold

Izzie’s – Catwa Eye liner

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[252] Another Breath

Down at the cold steps, where no light exists
That’s where you want to be, feeling sick
You find your hopes and your abandoned dreams
That’s where you find your purpose.

Don’t lose your heart
It’s the pulse that beats
And your voice that speaks.

Remind yourself
You’re breathing
Remind yourself
That you are bleeding

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ψ QE – Lilith Set – Coal @ The Darkness Chamber Fair (March 11th – April 1st)

FnH – Spiked Collar Black

Noodles – Hex Circlet Silver

Dazed – Erzatz Head jewel Gold

Little Bones – Reckless

Phedora – Isidora Bondage Set

RO – Eternity Wings – Lust

Suicidal Unborn – Red Touch Makeup

ψ .:Soul:.  Lipstains – GG- Soot

Dappa – Pharaoh Tattoo

[251] Nymphetamine

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart that barless prison
Discolors all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter, nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampiric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better, nymphetamine

Wracked with your charm, I’m circled like prey
Back in the forest where whispers persuade
More sugar trails, more white lady laid
Than pillars of salt

Fall to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days

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Catwa – Catya Mesh Head

Deetalez Skin- Doutzen – Nordic

Vista ProHands Femv.1

Mandala – Omimi Stretched Ears

Clemmm – Nosebleed – 8

Suicidal Unborn – Symbolizm Tattoo

DeLa Hair – Sahara

» .:Soul:. Group Gift – Space Cat Eyes – Deo

» .:Soul:. Pernkern Horns – Ember Smoke – Ember Special Edition@ Ember’s Cauldron Event March 16th

» Psycho:bytes – Holster Flask Leg @ Suicide Dollz

Reign – Peep Toe Heels – White

Reign – Valentine Socks/Stockings Mix and Match Set

Bossie – Jenna Lingerie Set – White

Phedora – Isisdora Bondage Set

Insanya – UkaSkirt @ Whore Couture 7

Dirty Princess – Precious Princess Collar

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[195] Fortune

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I wish I could list this skin in credits but currently it’s unreleased! My Apologies! 

Otherwise – here’s the goods 🙂

Location: WHOLE WHEAT Landscape&Creations | Tune: Blackmill – Fortune Soul

S0ng – Cia Eyes – Aqua

Little Bones – Lock – Vibrant

Maitreya – Lara Body v3.5

Cherry Rouge – Nyam Nyam Mouth

Speakeasy – Noya Tattoo

T&S – Wednesday Dress (NEW!) {Kinky Monthly Event} (Thank You!)

Mandala – Simple Elf Ears

Punch – Trine

Plastik– Living Light Horns – Midnight

Random.Matter – Daphne Necklace – Gold/White

Suicidal Unborn – Septum Piercing – Metal

#Empire – Sage Heels

Phedora – Morticia Harness

XYZ – Tattoo Choker

[193] Forget Me

There’s a moment when you’ve been in this world for so long, that you start to wonder if all those years were worth it. Watching people break each others hearts, bully and become mean, step on the people they call friends or family to reach some height they consider the top – wanting to be “SLFamous” – You start to wonder if the drama is worth it, if the friendships are worth it, if the blood, sweat and tears is really worth living in a virtual world that seems more and more like high school every day.

To date I’ve been in this world for almost 10 years, in one sense or another – and while yes I can say it helped me get over my agoraphobia, my depression and my anxiety – it also has caused a lot of heartbreak – a lot of friendships made and broken, families made and then broken apart. People you thought were friends that were only out to use you and then discard you. (Even if sometimes those relationships didn’t start out that way).

I’ve come to realize the hard way that nothing stays the same in this world no matter how hard you try to keep a hold of things.
you change, other people change, trends change.
one day you log on and suddenly someone you were good friends with is now your worst enemy and you have no idea what you did; or if you did anything at all.
People log off one night and never come back.

Slowly everybody changes, everybody becomes different.

I think in reality were all here looking for a piece of ourselves we’ve lost…or maybe we never really had it to begin with… and when…IF… we find it it either changes us for the better, or for the worse.

Location:  Elysium City of Templemore || Song: Breaking Benjamin – Ashes of Eden

 

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Arise – Star Eyes – Cyan/Gold

Arise – Lolla Eyeshadow

Arise – Cutie Freckles

Mandala – Stretched Ears – Omimi

Cherry Rouge – Nyam Nyam Mouth

Glam Affair – Mokatana Skin – America

Little Bones– The Dark

Phedora – Scarlet Underwear

Reign – Kendall Heels

 

180 ~ Hollywood Whore

Cocaine nose,
And trendy clothes,
Gotta send her to rehab.
She found out she’s got no soul,
But it really doesn’t bother her.
White trash queen,
American dream-
Oh, what a role model.
Throwing a fit,
Making a scene,
Like no tomorrow.

Awake by noon, drunk by 4.
Sucked up in the show biz.
You’re so lame,
You’re such a bore,
I wanna kick your teeth in.
Plastic smile,
To match your style-
We can tell you got a face lift.
You’re so vain, oh so vile,
You’re a number one hit.

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Phedora -Domna Harness & Panties @ Kinky Monthly

Reign – All Star Thigh Highs @ N21

S0ng – Thea Eyes – Green

Cute Poison – Adored Collar Set – Silver @ Dark Style Fair 3

Deetalez – Catwa Mesh Head – Jessica

Spellbound – Longing

Insanya – Overbust Corset – Solid Black

Muka – Armbands Love

Titzuki – Silky Ribbon Cuffs

Ama – Hickies

Random Indulgence – Bottom Spank Marks

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Stockholm & Lima – The Princess Cage v2