There’s a moment when you’ve been in this world for so long, that you start to wonder if all those years were worth it. Watching people break each others hearts, bully and become mean, step on the people they call friends or family to reach some height they consider the top – wanting to be “SLFamous” – You start to wonder if the drama is worth it, if the friendships are worth it, if the blood, sweat and tears is really worth living in a virtual world that seems more and more like high school every day.
To date I’ve been in this world for almost 10 years, in one sense or another – and while yes I can say it helped me get over my agoraphobia, my depression and my anxiety – it also has caused a lot of heartbreak – a lot of friendships made and broken, families made and then broken apart. People you thought were friends that were only out to use you and then discard you. (Even if sometimes those relationships didn’t start out that way).
I’ve come to realize the hard way that nothing stays the same in this world no matter how hard you try to keep a hold of things.
you change, other people change, trends change.
one day you log on and suddenly someone you were good friends with is now your worst enemy and you have no idea what you did; or if you did anything at all.
People log off one night and never come back.
Slowly everybody changes, everybody becomes different.
I think in reality were all here looking for a piece of ourselves we’ve lost…or maybe we never really had it to begin with… and when…IF… we find it it either changes us for the better, or for the worse.
Location: Elysium City of Templemore || Song: Breaking Benjamin – Ashes of Eden
Arise – Star Eyes – Cyan/Gold
Arise – Lolla Eyeshadow
Arise – Cutie Freckles
Mandala – Stretched Ears – Omimi
Cherry Rouge – Nyam Nyam Mouth
Glam Affair – Mokatana Skin – America
Little Bones– The Dark
Phedora – Scarlet Underwear
Reign – Kendall Heels