[242] The Righteous Side of Hell

I spoke to God today and she said that she’s ashamed
What have I become.
What have I done
I spoke to the devil today and he swears he’s not to blame
And I understood ’cause I feel the same
Arms wide open
I stand alone
I’m no hero and I’m not made of stone
Right or wrong
I can hardly tell
I’m on the wrong side of heaven and the righteous side of hell
The wrong side of heaven and the righteous side,
The righteous side of hell
I heard from God today and she sounded just like me
What have I done and who have I become
I saw the devil today and he looked a lot like me
I looked away, I turned away

 

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Grixdale – Fallen – Wings – Black Silver

DeviousMind – Wicca – Black – 12A + 12B + 14 RARE @ Memento Mori

Remarkable Oblivion – Azrael Bone Wing – Addendum – White

Suicidal Unborn/Conviction – Halloween Gift – Dismal Eyes + SickLove

Winged – Cross Collar – Black

Izzie’s – Wounded Angel – Frost

Mandala – Simple Elf Ears

Kio – Abandoned – Chained

Exile – Looking Back

Miko – The Artist tattoo- Bloody

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[237] The Wind And The Sky

Drowning in waves in the ocean of time,
Giving up what has been mine,
Well you’re the hardest to leave behind,
I won’t question, I just unfold.

I’ve seen it for how beautiful it’s been,
I come apart, I’m going under…

And then I feel only love,
What’s been is gone and I’ll be one,
One with the wind and the sky above,
Til I become, til I become,
Stardust

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♥ Pyscho:Byts – Armor Dragon Horns – Silver {@ Stormwood Hills Fair}

Lovely Alien – Sparkle Makeup

Winged – Susann Skirt – White {@ Suicide Dollz}

Truth VIP – January – Kati

Sensations – Demon Wings

CerberusXing– Bone Tail

Catwa Mesh Head- Destiny

Essences – Tony – Pale 02 (Catwa)

Reign – Kylie Laced Boots – White

Suicidal Unborn – Phantom eyes v2

Zombie Suicide – Dismay Strip {@ Suicide Dollz}

Arise – Cara Top – White

Bossie – Doll Lashes (Catwa)

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171 Even Angels Fall

Sorrow sings

Her kisses in silence
And adjusts the blinds to keep the light
From mocking everything I feel
She dances slowly
A silhouette upon the curtains
But her eyes seem to cry
Only empty tears
I beg for comfort with inadequate verse
It meant so much to me…and so little to her
And I am sinking into a mountain of self pity
Why can’t I simply disregard all the things I feel?

“where is my angel when I need him most?
Tell me now where did he go?

Tune

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Chemical Princess – Tribal Mask (Suicide Dollz)

Chemical Princess – Bonamy Tattoo

Winged – Cross Necklace – Red (LM Unavailable – sorry – will update as soon as I can)

Little Bones – KillKill – The Darks

Junbug – Betty’s Gown – Ruby Brocade

LODE – Head Accessory – Melle Flowers – Red (RARE)

S0ng – Ciate Eyes – Abyss

Mandala – Steking Ears – Season 5

Angelwing – Timeless Dark Wings

170 Irresistible

Coming in unannounced, drag my nails on the tile
I just followed your scent, you can just follow my smile
All of your flaws are aligned with this mood of mine
Cutting me to the bone, nothing left to leave behind

You ought to keep me concealed just like I was a weapon
I didn’t come for a fight but I will fight till the end
And this one might be a battle, might not turn out okay
You know you look so Seattle, but you feel so LA

I’m gonna get you to burst just like you were a bubble
Frame me up on your wall just to keep me out of trouble
Like a moth getting trapped in the light by fixation
Truly free, love it baby, I’m talking no inflation
Too many war wounds and not enough wars
Too few rounds in the ring and not enough settled scores
Too many sharks, not enough blood in the waves

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7 Deadly Skins – Doenya – Marshmellow (Thank you!) (Kinky Monthly)

Epoch – Craft Bodysuit – Handy (Thank you!) (Kinky Monthly)

Winged – Moon Collar – Black (Thank you!) (Kinky Monthly)

Izzie’s – Spring Midi Rings – Silver (Uber)

Lamb – Water Me – Light Browns (N21)

Ison – Occult Jacket – Black

CandyDoll – Arabella Boots – Black

169 High And Dead

Yesterday was a million years ago
In all my past lives I played an asshole
Now I found you, it’s almost too late
And this earth seems obliviating
We are trembling in our crutches
High and dead our skin is glass
I’m so empty here without you
I crack my xerox hands

I know it’s the last day on earth
We’ll be together while the planet dies
I know it’s the last day on earth
We’ll never say goodbye

The dogs slaughter each other softly
Love burns it’s casualties
We are damaged provider modules
Spill the seeds at our children’s feet
I’m so empty here without you
I know they want me dead

I know it’s the last day on earth

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Chemical Princess+Unborn Soul – Rosery Tattoo (Thank you!)

Phedora – Morticia Heels (Thank you!) (Kinky Monthly)

Phedora – Morticia Harness (Thank you!) (Kinky Monthly)

Winged – Pentagram Harness -Black (Thank you!)

Mandala – Steking Ears – Season 5

Catwa – Mesh Head- Jessica

Speakeasy – Noya Tattoo

(Pasties) Pixicat – Temptation Corset – Dark (Rare)

Love Fox – Asphyxiation

Exile – Windsong

Insanya – MicroTutu- Lust

 

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The ruler of the kingdom that ends up the pawn,
So tired of thinking of where it all went wrong,
Friendships they come and go and sometimes they end,
Wouldn’t dream in a million years that this would be one of them.
Faith in the life, belief to the end,
Failure’s not an option, but the options exist,
I gave up my everything, I give till I bleed,
Take it all, take everything just take it from me

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Winged – Cross Collar Black

Zombie Suicide – Mouth Goooop

Pixel Geek – Bow Cuffs

AlterEgo – Dionne – Lumiere – Gen2 – Lux

Truth Hair – Thalia

Buzzeri – Voodoo Eyes – Demon (LM Unavailable)

Antielle – The Alchemical Transformation – Homunculus RARE

Chemical Princess – Stigmata Tattoo

Catwa – Mesh Head – Jessica

144 I’m Sorry

Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I’m wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
Can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t care anymore

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Zombie Suicide – Halt Skirt

.Winged. – Cross Collar – Black

Insanya – Lace Leggins – Ripped

Insanya – Overbust Corset – Solid Black

Truth Hair – Rogue

Hebenon Vial – Singles 003 – Oil

Punch – Dimple Piercings

Buzzeri – Moka Eyes – Amber (LM Unavailable)

Reign – Thigh High Sneakers – Black

Suicidal Unborn – Septum Piercing – Metal

O.M.E.N – Spiked Bracelet (LM Unavailable)

Noodles – Helmsweave Cuff – Black

CerberusXing – Lethal Talons – Silver

Mandala – Stretched Ears – Omimi

Inhale – About That Life Tattoo